I hate Apartment Hunting

I HATE!! Apartment Hunting. Everyone I know makes it seem so easy... It's not and someone should have told me before we got started and the part of my heart that wanted an apartment got broken.

We looked at 2 apartments, John is going to look at more, we have a pretty long list of them.

I can't move... I live with my parents. I'm probably going to always live with my parents. Apartments are way too expensive and the problem isn't that I don't have a job, because actually my job pays pretty well.

The problem is that my parents hate the fact that I want to move out of the house and especially hate the fact that I will be moving in with a boy! Hello, I am 21 years old. I'm not saying 21 years is old, but it's old enough to make my own decision and I want to move in with John.

Other problems:
1) My parents will never ever sign a co-sign form and all applicants that are full time students must have one!
2) I can't make the kind of money needed to supply all the stuff needed for a shitty apartment
3) I don't work often in the school year and what I make goes directly to car payments and car insurance.

So, looking back, me even thinking I could afford an apartment was ludacris and I totally love the feel of apartment living from what I saw today. So, in conclusion, I am completely heart-broken because I built myself up to fall. Should have seen in coming Julia! Damn It!